My daily tarot-cards readings, from own cards. 1

"I may have the opportunity to wok with a group on something. Teams can accomplish great things as long as everyone contributes and gets along. I have to make sure I do my part. I shall help others achive their best.Strive to let physical accomplishments reflect your spirituality."

Monday-Madness

Drinking LOTS of tea, peppermint, fennel, chammomille and vanilla... Lots of lovelyness in a hot cup with sugar <3 I love, love love to excperiment with different flavors of tea, and I clarely have my favourites :)

Also, we are making TE BEST WAFFELES in the entire world. I have a secret recipy of course, and they get soooooo yummy <3

What else-... beating up myself because I have lost my abiliy to communicate :(

Fuck the doctors, and ALL  the different medicines they "try out" because no one bothers, or CAN figure out what the hell is going on with me, and FUCK feeling like a victim. And TRUST ME; I would NEVER, never, never, never, never, never want to be the person that had an issue, that there was a problem with, that had to play the role of a victim, because I feel SO much like a victim, and it HURTS dude, it really, really hurts, because the worst part of feeling this way, is the way it makes you feel like a  burden to the world, and the shame of being the victim, the weak one.

It is a  hard thing to admit that one is weak,that one needs someone to help, that you need some kind of "new start" and you need help to do it...

So.... Lovely cups of tea, waffeles and incense, with a tarot reading later tonight to get myself in the right direction:)