Sad

I am tired of learning bad stories and lies about myself. Supposedly told by someone very close to me, when I'm out and about! Is this a low selfesteem-thing, keep others down to feel better or more interresting about yourself? Is this because I haven't lived in the country, but away in different cities for SO long, and am interresting to "use" as a "shit-story" when in need of a good "shit-story"? Anyway, I'm back now, and for my part I completely forgive this person for the hurt I have been caused by being painted as something I'm not!! I just feel kinda sad about it, and wish I knew the reason for it!

 Over to other, more important things; I think, in the aftermath of the Oslo-bombings and shootings, that we should not be cowardly little scardy-cats and STAY INSIDE (Ooooo, HELP, HELP). No, for f**** sake, NOW is the most perfect time to show the world how we live our lives in joy and harmony!! Lets not be afraid people! And lets be honest aswell. It always helps us in the long run!

I love my life, and I love my family, with all their querkes and imperfections, and I love my fiance and I love my "piss-ant, redneck-town" ;-P